That's like a mini-vacation for me. I haven't had three days off consecutively in like, a month and a half. And what'll I do with that time?
Apparently tomorrow I'm watching movies with a friend, Sunday I'm building a bookcase, and Monday I'm setting up a computer. I also anticipate a lot of cleaning and writing in between those points. And, if the weather permits, a good bit of archery.
Change is coming to the Staples I work at. Whether it'll be a good change or not has yet to be determined. Am I thankful for it? Honestly, I can't answer that. I suppose I should be, but a part of me also knows that at the moment, everything I'm shooting for is sort of hanging on this precipice. It might all teeter backwards and fall back to square one. Or, it'll tumble forward and roll on into whatever it might be - good, fantastic, whatever. I don't know.
Sometimes I imagine that my life is just a tape someone set on play and forgot to edit out the boring stuff. Though, I guess that's what life is mostly. Boring stuff. The time in between major points is what makes us who we are.
Then I guess I've got a lot of work to do. 'Cause what I do in the time in between isn't quite on par with what I want to be known as. Seeing as most of my time in between is spent with me either saying, "AHH! What's going on?!" or, me saying, "I don't really care. Let's just start wandering .Eventually I'll find a path, right?"
Neither road is actually the one I want to be remembered for. If I'm remembered at all, I'd prefer to be known as someone who, despite the circumstances, knew that faith was an important ingredient to everything, and that sometimes, the faith needed to be blind.
Knowing me though, I'll be remembered for flailing about wildly and accidentally winding up where someone else probably should have been. I think my life has been a series of happy accidents.
Thanks for that one God.
Currently Writing: Zero Point
Currently Listening to: "Idumea" by the Millikin University Choir
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